There is not a day that goes by that you are not on my mind.

The grief of loosing you, stings in my heart.

Why did I not take the time to tell you all that you are to me?

Why did I not tell you how much I love you?

I miss our talks, I miss your wisdom,

I miss your advice, I miss your dimple smile,

I miss your twinkling eyes, your face...

I miss the time I can no longer spend with you.

I still talk to you and I hope you can hear me...

I love you Ma

I want to be just like you...

Thank you for everthing,

I hope I can carry on your traditon of

Unconditional LOVE

Happy Mother's Day

She Concealed Her Tears But Shared Her Smiles

  & Piss on you!!!

                                                 (all who knew her will truly understand)

Our lives will never be the same without you!

Ma a few months back we sat at the kitchen table being silly with the kids during our dinner. You told Chelsea you would come back each year as a snowman in our front yard - which sort of flipped her out. When she left the table you turned to Jayson and asked him that when you were gone to build a snowman in the middle of the night so that when Chelsea got up in the morning she would really think it was you!

Ma I miss you more with each passing day. I wish you were still here with me, you always made me feel safe, no matter how unfair the world may have been. Your kind nature and caring ways will guide me through the rest of my life. I pray you are at peace and watching over all of us who miss you so dearly.

Easter is fast approaching, we will celebrate on it's real day this year, last year was extra special (our own holiday) we were all together before you went in for your surgery and nothing can change the happiness we shared that day. I will paint you a cracked egg so that the color is on the inside just like you liked them.  It's those little things that made you so special in my life, I love you with everything that I am!

gramm was the best.she was the grandmother you could talk to like your friend<3 and i miss her soo... everytime i'll see a snowman i'll be sure to talk to them because according to you thats what your gonna come back as. aha<3 and when the snow on the ground shimmers in the sun i'll remember your eyes, and how the twinkle even when you were pissed and didnt want them too.. because you couldnt help it your eyes always looked loving and kind just like you<333333 i love you

u will never be forgotten the memories will be even strong during the winter like when the very first snow flake falls from heaven i will know ur sending ur familiy a message..to spend christmas with ur loved ones..i will remember all the family gatherings because thats the times u would get really excited..espeacily christmas u where always trying to pick out the perfect gift for each one of us and i know u waited to see our faces when we opened the gift..u always tried maken everyone happy before u even think about ur self...here is my last toast to grammy i love u more than anything

Jean Alferes is my Mother, although she is not here she is still with me.

I will never forget the day she was told she had colo-rectal cancer...the big bad "C" word. We all knew she was in for the battle of her life! Each battle grew harder than the last but she got up and struggled and fought some more, for 4 years...until mid-feburary and the pain in her stomach was to great to bear, off to the ER she went. It was an obstruction, time of making choices...time for the end and on Feburary 23, 2007 the war had won and stole her from us.........SHE is loved and missed greatly by so many.

I know the one thing she wanted everyone to know is "Save Your Ass...scope your colon today!"  It became her slogan, my Mother wants you to know it can save your life. Colo-rectal cancer is  preventable... so in the words of my Mother....."Save Your Ass...scope your colon today!" 

sleeping at grammys watching this movie and singing these songs

Beaches

Bette Midler

gram new this one word for word<3

When the sun beats down
And burns the tar up on the roof
And your shoes get so hot
You wish your tired feet were fireproof

Under the boardwalk
Down by the sea
On a blanket with my baby
Is where I'll be

(Under the boardwalk) Out of the sun
(Under the boardwalk) We'll be having some fun
(Under the boardwalk) People walking above
(Under the boardwalk) We'll be making love
(Under the boardwalk, boardwalk)

From the park you'll hear
The happy sound of a carousel
You can almost taste the hot dogs
And french fries they sell

Under the boardwalk
Down by the sea, yeah
On a blanket with my baby
Is where I'll be

(Under the boardwalk) Out of the sun
(Under the boardwalk) We'll be having some fun
(Under the boardwalk) People walking above
(Under the boardwalk) We'll be making love
(Under the boardwalk, boardwalk)

Oh, under the boardwalk
Down by the sea
On a blanket with my baby
Is where I'll be

(Under the boardwalk) Out of the sun
(Under the boardwalk) We'll be having some fun
(Under the boardwalk) People walking above
(Under the boardwalk) We'll be falling in love
(Under the boardwalk, boardwalk)  

 && simply grammy IS the wind beneath our wings<3333

It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way,
you always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name -- for so long,
a beautiful smile to hide the pain.

CHORUS:
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and ev'rything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it,
I would be nothing with out you.

(CHORUS)

Fly, fly, fly away,
you let me fly so high.
Oh, fly, fly,
so high against the sky, so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you, thank God for you,
the wind beneath my wings.